~*~*~Gracie Lim~*~*~

this blog is about two person who loves each other and want to be together so badly but she chose to go seperate ways temporary. of coz the girl is me…

well, it is about me and my boyfriend… yes, after the damn incident i know how much i love him… felt bad and really am guilty… however i chose my education. especially after the incident my education is like way bad… but he could not accept it.. i reallyt want him to remain my boyfriend. however, i really want to concentrate on my work. my education means a lot to me especially knowsing that i want to go to Aussie. somehow, he could not take it. he wants me to be his wife. he wants me to be there so badly and i am there. i really wish he could see my love for him have not yet died and won’t be… but it’s hard for him. i wants me to listen to his feelings and understand how he feels.. i am doing my very best but how can it work if nbobody listens to mine. i did tried hard  to make him understand. i do have i temper and i tend to explode whenever i can’t control the problem but i just wish he could wait for me atleast settle down with my education… but life’s just unfair.. i guess this is what we call payback… and i hereby admit it was my mistake…

Bunny,

I’m sorry.. i really do love you but just hear me out. i wanna do this to be sure that no matter wad happens i do love you. i wanna make sure i can go over without doubts from anyone… i need your support and believe… i hope asking for my education is just not too much. I LOVE YOU ALOT! MUAKS…

ok… i’m 18… we all know when we all strike 18, COLLEGE LIFE STARTS!! It was kind of the best part of my entire life. Not because i come from an all girls school and finally seen all the guys, ” I know all of them so i don’t care whether they exist or not”, it’s more like freedom from old time dramas… it’s a new beginning as there are very few ppl from my high school who goes to that college… so, i was really happy being a nobody… i was kinda known as the cheerful gal due to my smiles everywhere i go… well, that was when college starts until may…

i guess wad u ppl will think is why may… well, lately i have become a notty gal… or mabe not… i dunno… u ppl judge me k… my boyfriend was in KL so i am like alone in PG all the time… so i had a lot of new great friends and somehow had a crush on one guy who had a crush on me back… well, i know it’s wrong but i dunno how it had happen. my boyfriend soon found out and they’ve gotten a fight… but not a serious one… i chose the college guy over my boyfriend and went through hell a lot of damn f-ing lectures from his friends who used to trust me… the point is i don’t think i cheated on both cause i was confused. maybe lied to try to make up my mind bout who i want to be with. but as soon as problems kept coming, i gave up both. i am kinda like the freak in college and also in my high school because some idiot spread it to them… i am still trying to move on but life’s not easy especially when my boyfriend’s frens are still around in college… instead of being cheerful gal, i no longer am… though ppl still love me for who i am, life is juz too different now… i really hate being the center of everything…  whatever it is, i know one thing never change… to those ppl, mind ur own business…

well, well, guess what.. if u can’t be bitchy don be… somehow certain ppl just don know themselves… let me tell u my story that happened on the 28 of August during Chemistry period… we’ll we’re doing this soap experiment and somehow the group behind me poured the salt to fast and much while it is burmning till it spilled… that’s not the point… so, as i am doin the same experiment i was concerned bout what happened… i didn’t directly ask the girl S… i asked the whole group of them… well, she answered me don be so pat… which means don be so busybody… it is anyhow a precaution… not like anyone got hurt… well, i didn’t hear what she said so i just ignored her till my friend came to tell me… so i just ignored them… well, her very good fren was beside her then went to W and told her everything… just coz i and W are sort of hated friends, she’s creating another conflict.. W den smiled and i just gave them a stare and ignore them… the next day, i was kind enough to not gave them a fight… i gave them a nice chat and they gave me a bitchy atitude that doesn’t suit them at all… (don be bitchy or act like one when u can’t be one)… so guess hat W… i don create conflicts… u and ur friends did it…i didn’t pull u into the water… u did it urself.. W is drowning… so sad…

PS:

1. I’m not the one with less friends trio…

2.don hate me coz u ain’t me…

3.U wanna act bitchy, i can act better then u.. (oops… guess what… i am much more bitchier den u and it’s original)

4.A top 10 student just need to be conciderate not rude (low class nerd)

5.careful of the parasite

6.don be glamorous when u can’t… u’re wasting ur time…

7. i’m doin this directly to u and i’m doin it in front of the whole world… do u dare? don think so…

8. S, i’m not afraid of u… u can scold but at the end of the day, u’re be the one losing ur dignity…. (are u psycho or do u have a mentally retarded brained)

9. W, u’re not the person who i take as a worthy friend… u’re just not

10. Stop being childish… Stupid attitudes and rude words just don work on me…

LASTLY!

u ain’t me and u can’t be me so stop acting like ur classy in school or bitchy… coz u’re just not

oh ya… don forget, i brought u fame to this school W… and u know what, driving my big black car is just so cool..

FAKERS ARE JUST LOSERS!

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i’m glad i told the world bout me and u not breaking up sweetie… who would want us to? rite? =) well, our life’s great… and not so great before but it’s great now… today, me and my husband manage to handle the stuff and got them all in control… be glad bout it bitch… =) miss him a lot u know… lolz… we had a great chat aalthough it’s short… =) his out for dinner with his room mate ben… well, hope he’ll do great in his test tomorrow.. ALL THE BEST BABE!!! =) MUAKS! love ya… to those who do not have one, don be sad… wait for urs to come and u’ll know the beauty of love… “winks” trust me… sssssshhhhh!!!!

today i went through day worst den the other suckiest days… i found out tat the friend i used to call a fren lied to me… i was in school as usual spending nice time with Xin yi and Lek Cheng… and when it’s about to reach candid shot, it all went quite well… well, not as well as i tot but let’s skip this part… we all already had bad confliks and so after school i went to see her… well, i tot it would be better to hear it from her first and though i know she said lots of bad things bout me, i tried to ignore and be patient… tat’s wad my husband say… patient is the key to success… well, it happened too quickly… she spread nonsensical rumors bout me and my best friend and caused us chaos… well, it started with lost of trust… den atleast we gain it back… but what a bitch is she to spread untrue rumors bout me and my husband breaking up… it never happen… it never did… tat bitch can go on… she will see her end one day… she pretended to be a friend and den use u and den backstab you… well, come on 3 year old gal… she sat my car the other day asking me to fetch her home… i was kind enough to… she gave a fucking look after my other friend say it was huge and comfortable and nice… indeed she went around saying i was too little to drive in it…  bullshit… well, face it bitch… my car’s bigger… don get jeolous… i’ve never complained yours… and so it went on… on the afternoon, she asked me to bring her to queensbay… i said i can’t… i gave excuses because it was the truth… my parents were there and she kept calling to disturb me… luckily i didn’t bring my phone… den she called my house… my grandma didn’t realise i was out with my mum and she gave a fucking lie saying she heard i was going shopping… my grandma asked me… i gave her a call… she made an arrogant sound acted like i deserve it… but i never mention anything bout it… well, i let it go… she wasn’t happy bout anything bout me… never satisfied.. heard this before? don’t hate me cause you ain’t me… i live my life the way i am… and so she went on blaming a friend tat i once had conflik with and say that she called me a boy snatcher… whoa… really? i would have ten boyfriends more then u by now… too bad i’m not… i only love my boyfriend and i have never… i mean it… NEVER ONCE DID BROKE UP WITH HIM! BITCH>>>FUCK OFF… GET A LIFE AND GO FUCK ON K! LOVE DESTROYER! so… she pretended to be close friends with us and we knew her moves… she stopped me from knowing the truth… i know tat… =) i know u gonna hate seeing this… =) smile on.. coz i know things faster den u… act better den u… and guess wad? my life’s way better den u… BACK OFF OR STAY AWAY BEFORE I REALLY DESTROY UR LIFE! that is a warn to u and a good news to everyone that the lie is from this bitch… know it urself!

i always wanted u to sing coz it lightens my heart.. it releases my stress… i feel ur arms there… but no i won have the chance to have it anymore… i made you change tat much… u are really a grown up boy now… i wish i could do wad i did to make u feel better… but rite now, it’s like a disaster… i wanna quarrel less with u.. the law of attraction states that u can easily attract things u wan… therefore i insist i wan happiness… i sang the whole day tru to let u know i’m still the crazy old me but it didn’t work… ppl change like how u tot me… i’m sorry i hurt u today… i didn’t mean to force u to do things the way i wan… i promise i won tell u wad i wan u to do anymore… i will just leave that to you… heart’s broken can be mend… but the scar there can never leave… i guess tat is wad i can say bout ur heart.. mistakes i made can never go away… i LOVE YOU!

yahoo… i finally could turn nicely into macD’s drive tru… lolz… i know it’s stupid not to know but i finally knew… lolz… i curi drive out wan with my grandma’s permission of coz… =)

great:

i finally let it all out… had the trust from all my friends… i finally can reverse parking… i got my position higher then the gal… finally can sleep late… finally thinking bout wad i wan… finally got couple bottle… finally got couple shirt… lolz… finally loved driving… finally learn tat patients gives u wad u wan… finally listen’s to my bunny… finally wan happiness… finally wan a happy relationship… finally plan to hold his hands again to go trough life… finally got tuition coz i suck for tomorrow… finally his comin home soon… finally mid-term exam is over… finally wanna have fun with him…

not so great:

my position went down, my bunny don feel good dis morning… my friend boasting bout driving a mercedes… skipped physics today… cried in school… friend don’t feel so good… my cake suck… and blah-blah…

i want to:

1.forget the past

2. love him more

3.study harder

4.drive like a pro

5. get money to buy fm transmitter

6. let the useless go

7. make him sing again

8.make the best out of everything

9.help my fren out

10. not rush… love myself for ME!