~*~*~Gracie Lim~*~*~

this blog is about two person who loves each other and want to be together so badly but she chose to go seperate ways temporary. of coz the girl is me…

well, it is about me and my boyfriend… yes, after the damn incident i know how much i love him… felt bad and really am guilty… however i chose my education. especially after the incident my education is like way bad… but he could not accept it.. i reallyt want him to remain my boyfriend. however, i really want to concentrate on my work. my education means a lot to me especially knowsing that i want to go to Aussie. somehow, he could not take it. he wants me to be his wife. he wants me to be there so badly and i am there. i really wish he could see my love for him have not yet died and won’t be… but it’s hard for him. i wants me to listen to his feelings and understand how he feels.. i am doing my very best but how can it work if nbobody listens to mine. i did tried hard  to make him understand. i do have i temper and i tend to explode whenever i can’t control the problem but i just wish he could wait for me atleast settle down with my education… but life’s just unfair.. i guess this is what we call payback… and i hereby admit it was my mistake…

Bunny,

I’m sorry.. i really do love you but just hear me out. i wanna do this to be sure that no matter wad happens i do love you. i wanna make sure i can go over without doubts from anyone… i need your support and believe… i hope asking for my education is just not too much. I LOVE YOU ALOT! MUAKS…

ok… i’m 18… we all know when we all strike 18, COLLEGE LIFE STARTS!! It was kind of the best part of my entire life. Not because i come from an all girls school and finally seen all the guys, ” I know all of them so i don’t care whether they exist or not”, it’s more like freedom from old time dramas… it’s a new beginning as there are very few ppl from my high school who goes to that college… so, i was really happy being a nobody… i was kinda known as the cheerful gal due to my smiles everywhere i go… well, that was when college starts until may…

i guess wad u ppl will think is why may… well, lately i have become a notty gal… or mabe not… i dunno… u ppl judge me k… my boyfriend was in KL so i am like alone in PG all the time… so i had a lot of new great friends and somehow had a crush on one guy who had a crush on me back… well, i know it’s wrong but i dunno how it had happen. my boyfriend soon found out and they’ve gotten a fight… but not a serious one… i chose the college guy over my boyfriend and went through hell a lot of damn f-ing lectures from his friends who used to trust me… the point is i don’t think i cheated on both cause i was confused. maybe lied to try to make up my mind bout who i want to be with. but as soon as problems kept coming, i gave up both. i am kinda like the freak in college and also in my high school because some idiot spread it to them… i am still trying to move on but life’s not easy especially when my boyfriend’s frens are still around in college… instead of being cheerful gal, i no longer am… though ppl still love me for who i am, life is juz too different now… i really hate being the center of everything…  whatever it is, i know one thing never change… to those ppl, mind ur own business…