well, it is about me and my boyfriend… yes, after the damn incident i know how much i love him… felt bad and really am guilty… however i chose my education. especially after the incident my education is like way bad… but he could not accept it.. i reallyt want him to remain my boyfriend. however, i really want to concentrate on my work. my education means a lot to me especially knowsing that i want to go to Aussie. somehow, he could not take it. he wants me to be his wife. he wants me to be there so badly and i am there. i really wish he could see my love for him have not yet died and won’t be… but it’s hard for him. i wants me to listen to his feelings and understand how he feels.. i am doing my very best but how can it work if nbobody listens to mine. i did tried hard to make him understand. i do have i temper and i tend to explode whenever i can’t control the problem but i just wish he could wait for me atleast settle down with my education… but life’s just unfair.. i guess this is what we call payback… and i hereby admit it was my mistake…
Bunny,
I’m sorry.. i really do love you but just hear me out. i wanna do this to be sure that no matter wad happens i do love you. i wanna make sure i can go over without doubts from anyone… i need your support and believe… i hope asking for my education is just not too much. I LOVE YOU ALOT! MUAKS…
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i guess wad u ppl will think is why may… well, lately i have become a notty gal… or mabe not… i dunno… u ppl judge me k… my boyfriend was in KL so i am like alone in PG all the time… so i had a lot of new great friends and somehow had a crush on one guy who had a crush on me back… well, i know it’s wrong but i dunno how it had happen. my boyfriend soon found out and they’ve gotten a fight… but not a serious one… i chose the college guy over my boyfriend and went through hell a lot of damn f-ing lectures from his friends who used to trust me… the point is i don’t think i cheated on both cause i was confused. maybe lied to try to make up my mind bout who i want to be with. but as soon as problems kept coming, i gave up both. i am kinda like the freak in college and also in my high school because some idiot spread it to them… i am still trying to move on but life’s not easy especially when my boyfriend’s frens are still around in college… instead of being cheerful gal, i no longer am… though ppl still love me for who i am, life is juz too different now… i really hate being the center of everything… whatever it is, i know one thing never change… to those ppl, mind ur own business…
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1. I’m not the one with less friends trio…
2.don hate me coz u ain’t me…
3.U wanna act bitchy, i can act better then u.. (oops… guess what… i am much more bitchier den u and it’s original)
4.A top 10 student just need to be conciderate not rude (low class nerd)
5.careful of the parasite
6.don be glamorous when u can’t… u’re wasting ur time…
7. i’m doin this directly to u and i’m doin it in front of the whole world… do u dare? don think so…
8. S, i’m not afraid of u… u can scold but at the end of the day, u’re be the one losing ur dignity…. (are u psycho or do u have a mentally retarded brained)
9. W, u’re not the person who i take as a worthy friend… u’re just not
10. Stop being childish… Stupid attitudes and rude words just don work on me…
LASTLY!
u ain’t me and u can’t be me so stop acting like ur classy in school or bitchy… coz u’re just not
oh ya… don forget, i brought u fame to this school W… and u know what, driving my big black car is just so cool..
FAKERS ARE JUST LOSERS!
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i finally let it all out… had the trust from all my friends… i finally can reverse parking… i got my position higher then the gal… finally can sleep late… finally thinking bout wad i wan… finally got couple bottle… finally got couple shirt… lolz… finally loved driving… finally learn tat patients gives u wad u wan… finally listen’s to my bunny… finally wan happiness… finally wan a happy relationship… finally plan to hold his hands again to go trough life… finally got tuition coz i suck for tomorrow… finally his comin home soon… finally mid-term exam is over… finally wanna have fun with him…
not so great:
my position went down, my bunny don feel good dis morning… my friend boasting bout driving a mercedes… skipped physics today… cried in school… friend don’t feel so good… my cake suck… and blah-blah…
i want to:
1.forget the past
2. love him more
3.study harder
4.drive like a pro
5. get money to buy fm transmitter
6. let the useless go
7. make him sing again
8.make the best out of everything
9.help my fren out
10. not rush… love myself for ME!
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