New way of Life… =)
ok… i’m 18… we all know when we all strike 18, COLLEGE LIFE STARTS!! It was kind of the best part of my entire life. Not because i come from an all girls school and finally seen all the guys, ” I know all of them so i don’t care whether they exist or not”, it’s more like freedom from old time dramas… it’s a new beginning as there are very few ppl from my high school who goes to that college… so, i was really happy being a nobody… i was kinda known as the cheerful gal due to my smiles everywhere i go… well, that was when college starts until may…
i guess wad u ppl will think is why may… well, lately i have become a notty gal… or mabe not… i dunno… u ppl judge me k… my boyfriend was in KL so i am like alone in PG all the time… so i had a lot of new great friends and somehow had a crush on one guy who had a crush on me back… well, i know it’s wrong but i dunno how it had happen. my boyfriend soon found out and they’ve gotten a fight… but not a serious one… i chose the college guy over my boyfriend and went through hell a lot of damn f-ing lectures from his friends who used to trust me… the point is i don’t think i cheated on both cause i was confused. maybe lied to try to make up my mind bout who i want to be with. but as soon as problems kept coming, i gave up both. i am kinda like the freak in college and also in my high school because some idiot spread it to them… i am still trying to move on but life’s not easy especially when my boyfriend’s frens are still around in college… instead of being cheerful gal, i no longer am… though ppl still love me for who i am, life is juz too different now… i really hate being the center of everything… whatever it is, i know one thing never change… to those ppl, mind ur own business…